What is my medium?
The creation date for this journal entry is March 28, 2009, but I may have written it earlier than that. What’s pathetic is, four years later, after all my life experiences and college and meeting so many different, new people and having undergone at least two massive paradigm shifts, this hasn’t changed. I’m still struggling to grasp and handle my own uniqueness and creativity....
Most people don’t know that I pull my hair. I didn’t know it either until a boyfriend pointed it out to me a few years ago. But now my husband is telling me that I’m getting a few, small bald spots. I have a bit of a “grooming” problem. This is me, telling you what you would be feeling and thinking and doing if you were me while I pull my hair. Please excuse all the...
I finished a short novel. Now what?
I was never going to win. You expected me to fuck up. You were waiting for it to happen. So either yes, I was going to eventually fuck up, or I was going to spend the rest of our relationship with you hanging over my head waiting for me to fuck up. I hope you know that. I hope you know that people MAKE MISTAKES. What has been done in the past by other people was heinous but you can’t assume...
Fucking Trigger warning?
What is this trigger warning bullshit? So we have to give warnings and censor what we say on our personal blogs and twitters and social networking sites because strangers that we don’t know or care about might be “triggered?” Look, as someone who’s suffered post traumatic stress disorder and a variety of mental illnesses throughout her life, I can tell that being on the...
So my flashdrive with my novel on it died. I had a backup cop but it wasn’t everything I’d written, so my drive to write for the past two months has been DEAD. So now I have to shell out 125 fucking dollars to MAYBE get it fixed. This is literally one of the most depressing things of my life. If you’re a writer, you’d understand :/
Now that the pregnancy is over...
Going back to being vegetarian. Meat is gross :/ I wanna try out veggie dogs, bro
Republican Response to State of the Union
Gag me with a spoon, Marco Rubio.
So many things going on
So I had a baby and got married. Finally got a raise at work and steady hours. Submitting my retirement fund thing tomorrow and picking up my W2s to file my taxes. That’s all gravy. Now what do I do about my future? I’m pissed that I went to college before I was ready and spent three years not getting anything done with it, because now I want to go back and actually get my degree and...
Listen to LEAST KNOWN UNKNOWN by Gimme Crack.
Watching Nova videos with my two-week-old son
I can’t wait to introduce him to the beautiful world of science :)
My heart goes out to Jones. I can’t imagine being immortal, or whatever the hell she is.
i-zelyonii-popugai: mustbekarma: agentbartowski: can you use the term, “i shit you not” in an english essay or is that unprofessional? nonononono, never use “I” statements in formal essays. One shits you not Also acceptable: This author shits you not
jackielein: I had the misfortune of being seated next to a mouth breather today in German. He sounded like that kid from Hey Arnold. You know, the creeper always behind Helga? YEAH. THAT. You have a nose. I know you do, I saw it right there on your face. Inhale, exhale, quietly. And if you can’t breathe out of your nose PLEASE REFER TO MY PREVIOUS TEXT POST. Everything is making me a...
He’s abandoned some of our key allies like Israel, Poland and Czechoslovakia.– Fox’s Liz Cheney attacks President Obama over a country that doesn’t exist anymore (via mediamattersforamerica) I’m pretty sure Czechoslovakia abandoned Czechoslovakia… 20 years ago. (via mohandasgandhi) History is hard. :/ (via westminstergaby) Don’t get me started on Obama’s treatment of...